I don't even know, man.

I'm really stressed out now. I have so much stuff that I do, even my weekends aren't much of a rest for me. I really want/need to do this, too, so that I can go to college. If I don't get a scholarship, I'm pretty much screwed. Agh, I wish I could be a normal teenager. Lazy, inconsiderate, do-nothing chillmonsters. But I can't. I do all this stuff, so I can go to college, get a good job, and have a good rest of my life. I guess it'll pay off in the end.
At least, I sure hope it does.